It's Lion.

[You'll see it done. -Dastan]


[Note: the above picture is not Dastan just because there is a quote by him on top of it. It does look very, very much like him though. All of the quotes you're about to read took place in meetings.]

[Aleksandr, why is there shit on the back of your pants? -Horus]

[...Ahh... I see... Naked white-water-rafting? Make a note of that. -Achille]

[Somebody hit me in the eye I am going to kill myself! -Aleksandr]

[Aleksandr- Don't jump to conclusions.
Daniel- I am not jumping, nor do I see any conclusions to jump to, your Majesty.
Aleksandr- *glare*]

[Every time I walk down this hallway I can hear Tracy taking it up the ass. -Alucard]

[Fuck you. -Dastan]

[You're supposed to be smart. Why can't you build me a rechargeable urinal on wheels? -Augustus]

[Uhhhhhhhhhhh... yeah. -Alucard]

[Hump me now! -Dastan]

[You over there. Bring me some tea. And if it's not in my hands by the time I finish my next sentence I'm going to kill you. -Dastan]

[I had sex with Horus last night. -Aleksandr]

[Jakob- Dial 9 for the gayest experience ever!
Aleksandr- Dial 1 if you want Jakob to shut the hell up!]

[I couldn't figure out how they put the cord in my dickhole. -Aleksandr]

So, at like 2 AM I was giving Elisa advice and then a thunderstorm happened and woke me up so im pretty sure i only got one or two hours of sleep before i got up at 6 and got ready to go to Richland with Kathy so she could turn in some paperwork and take an admission test. I sat in the lobby and iPod and waited for like an hour while she took it. She got admitted, so we walked around and stood in lines and she did her schedule and shit, and then we went to subway and got a foot long and split it and got a couple of venom energy drinks.....they taste JUST like monster no fucking joke. but the bottle is a lot cooler and we got them out of the vending machine for like 4 bucks altogether.................we took photos of a naked lady sculpture out by the lake thing in one of the court yards...................................then we came back and just hung around her place, we were going to go swimming but there were people there already and kathy didnt want to go anyway because some kid died in the pool next to the one we go swimming in.........................i have to be honest i really didnt want to go either i just really wanted to go swimming but ill do that when i get back to savannah i guess.........................................anyway im pretty sure i can get into richland, im pretty confident about it, like 98% confident.........................................................after that i can go to a university which i really want to do......................................................................maybe kathy and i can get into the same one, she wants to go to UT so thats probably where i will go so i can go to the same one as my best friend..............................................................................................................

Ok, so, 9 of this morgen Becky tells me to get up to get ready and bring the dishes in the room to the kitchen, shes got some attitude or whatever, so i get up and do that and get ready to go. So me and Jeff go to the High School first to turn in my paperwork, and we do, but they couldnt have been more fucking vague when they gave us a time frame about when they were going to call me back for my interview. They were like, were not sure, maybe soon, maybe before school, maybe after school starts. So im like great, cant go see my parents and my best friend now. Then we go to the DPS so I can get my state ID and the place has people waiting in line though the fucking brick, so were like fuck this well just come back later. Then I had to go sit at 24 hour emergency so I could get my fucking urine diagnosed even though I already knew I had another fucking U.T.I., so thats another $300 my parents have to pay for no fucking reason, so we got the perscription filled and it was $30 something even though it only cost $9 for the SAME FUCKING MEDICATION I GOT THE LAST TIME.....ugh, this sucks. So now Im not getting my state ID and I have to take Phenozopyridine and Nitrofur for the next seven days.......gay as fucking get out..........

I couldnt get this to upload the other day! Now it worked. Its me and Kaylin. XDD I did that a few days ago on the tablet.

Ok so I was talking to my friend Cindy from Animation last year and she said she was going to the circus. The first thing I think is: I've never been to the circus. And this kind of thing happens a lot. My friends will tell me they're going somewhere with their family and it pisses me off and it makes me jealous. I've barely ever gotten to do anything with my family. We've never been to Disney World, we've never been to Disney LAND, the only time we've been out of state was when we went to South Padre when I was 4 or 5, and I can't remember the last time we all went to Six Flags or Hurricane Harbor. I wish people who got to do these kinds of things appreciated it more instead of being snobs and treating it like it's nothing because I would give a Hell of a lot fo be able to do something with my entire family, or what's left of it. I mean, now that my brother's out of the picture we'll never be able to do anything as an entire family anymore. My parents are broker than Hell but I just want to do something with them soon like go to Six Flags or Hurricane Harbor or my freakin God, even go to a movie!!!!! Just, something. I'm tired of being here when my aunt and uncle's family is off doing something really cool like going on a vacation to Colorado or Branson or my cousin Patricia is getting to do something freakin awesome with her best friend in California. I want to be able to do things with people I care about too. My mom and dad won't be here forever, my brother already proved he wasn't going to be here forever either and now I have to go to Fred Moore to make up 12 fucking credits plus my senior year credits. I want to do something fun with my fucking family. I guess now I just have to be disappointed because it's probably never going to happen. Oh well I guess. I'm going to forget about this and have a good day. Peace.

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Ok so last night I didnt eat dinner, I tired to find something but theres just, like, nothing. So this morning I ate an english muffin. Im going to go try and redo that lion thing.

I noticed Patricias tablet and decided to try it out. This is probably the fourth thing I did. The first few things I tried to do were emo people, and a chick. This is the one that came out the best and it was the last thing I did before I put the tablet away and uploaded them to Photobucket. I cant post the original because I saved it as a gif and really Im just too lazy to do that but maybe I will fix it later. Here is the finished one:



I like the face the most. It looks beautiful. I will probably edit the whole thing to use as an avatar on MSN messenger. : ) Anyway the theme I was thinking of was my new username for practically everything, besides Unfathomably Swashbuckle..... Lionflame. The Lion, which represents how I try to handle everything life throws at me, power, pride, you know..... wanting to be able to stand up to anything in my path without any fear whatsoever. The Flame, which represents the Lion carrying beauty, passion, energy and a will to keep burning no matter what happens to it. I painted it on a black background to make it look more like the spirit of something, not exactly the body or something physical. The black is also supposed to represent all the bad things that the Lion goes through, but even so, the colors burn bright. That is who I try to be, who I want to become. Thats why I picked the name. Anyway I know this isnt the best thing ever but it was the first real thing I did on a tablet in photoshop, so I think its pretty damn good for a newcomer. XD

[ Fuck everything that you are doing right now and read this journal entry. I am going to do my best to not use contractions because the apostrophe key on this laptop does not work. On the 20th, I am going to Kathy..........to the apartment of Kathy. Tatiana is coming too. Maybe Elisa. Maybe James. I do not know. We are going to go swimming. And watch movies. And 360. What kind of 360? Your choice. Peace. ]

This is pretty much whats going on. Ok so i dont know if im going to be able to graduate my senior year because i have to earn a total of 12 more credits to graduate, and plus i dont know what school im going to go to. ill really miss savannah if i leave and go back to lake highlands, plus ill get more of a chance of graduating if i stay here and go to fred moore high school. its just damn. its really overwhelming right now so i try not to think about it. ill worry about it right before school starts back up because thats just how i am. and i dont know if this is really what i want to do, like, there are people in savannah that i really care about that ill really miss if i go back to lake highlands, and i dont know if i can trust my parents to keep an apartment. i dont know anything right now so im just blowing it off. i dont care about any of it at the moment. just movies, kaylin and enjoying life. this big dresden crowning ceremony is coming up really soon, like at the end of july. theres going to be this big party and im going. ok well im going to go. talk to you tomorrow. peace.

[ hes rather idiotic for a man who says his intellect surpasses albert einstein - jakob ]

 I'm saying LG phones are ugly because they are the damned ugliest phones I have ever seen ever. I really am having an awesome day so far. I did like three things at once in my 1st period. A lab, test corrections and this other thing I don't remember. Plus I finished my screwdriver in Graphics. Here's the link.
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My friend Cameron bought the Twilight Soundtrack for me as an early Christmas present. I love it. Track 3 is my favorite. It's the song that plays in the opening credits of the movie.

 Thanksgiving break starts at 4:10 today. Funny thing is, I didn't go to school yesterday, so this is the only day I'm at school for the whole week. Pretty cool. I'm getting the new nano chromatic iPod this year.  Purple. And a couple video games. Keepin it simple. I'm really self conscious about my hair today. Plus last period judy grabbed my face and ran her hand all over it saying "you have a smear riiiiight here" and i was like bitch back off. i hate you. XD i feel mean today and i like it. i dont care if i make people mad today because we're going on break for like five days and when i come back nobody will even remember they were mad at me. thats just how it works with me. its easy to forget me. wow im so bipolar right now. i think i just really want to get to lunch so i can eat. im starving. :( you know whats really annoying? when people add letters onto everything, like "and". it's not "andd", it's "and"!! not "cooll", "COOL". and they just do it because they have nothing better to do. it gets on my nerves. well, you guys have an awesome thanksgiving. i can't wait to stuff my face with pumpkin pie. ^__^

Some Things Are Perfect

 This morning suxxord. I had a coke in the fridge and my mom drank it, and then my dad said it was my fault and that I shoulda watched it and blah blah hoo da freakin dah. And something about not being able to send any more text messages. But I don't care about any of that anymore because he said he wouldn't do that. I'm going to watch a couple of horror movies **Prom Night, The Ruins** and sip on some soda in my room after school today. Cameron let me borrow the movies. I love horror ones. We need to go grocery shopping pretty bad, so I'll probably do that too. Uh herm. Twilight movie in a couple weeks. Won't see the midnight showing but I'm going with my fledgling on the day it comes out, which is a Friday. Pretty cool. My weekend was ok. But I heard some bad things went down with Patricia. Uhh we learned some stuff in Maya today. It's not confusing. It's just complicated. XYZ axis red green and blue and click middle axis to make 3-D object in center and -?- That's all for now. Peace.

 I'll be sure to see this one way or another. It's a more-than-decent vampire movie, called "Let The Right One In". 

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It's about a boy named Oskar meeting a twelve year old girl named Eli, and he's constantly bullied and never takes up for himself because he's too scared. But when she comes along she starts committing all these gruesome murders in his town and hides behind all of them because nobody can tell who did it, and then he finds out she's a vampire because he likes studying things like that and blah blah. The plot is interesting because, I've never seen a vampire movie in which both of the main characters are that young. But I'll try something different this time. I'll probably just see it when it comes out on DVD because it looks like something that wouldn't be in regular theaters. 

Also.

Wow, guys.

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 So. Obama won. I'm [ look at my mood today ] :)